Showing Truth Blacklisted Confidence Courage Magical Blessings

How Showing Your Truth Can Get Ya Blacklisted

Here you are showing the world who you truly are and then all of a sudden you are blacklisted.



How Come?

Seriously, Natasha you have been showing me how to be my true self and this happens.

What gives?

Thumbs Down

Sorry, Charlie, but there will be adjustments in your vibrational field. Those who get ya will glow brightly with you; those who do not, won’t; and, if you are truly honest with yourself, they probably never did.

You did nothing wrong. You are being you. Please do not revert backwards to appease others. In truth, several months back I did some major energy work and I was petrified with how my BeLoved would respond. We had a nice long deep discussion, almost like a preclude and I told him I love him very much, but I need to take care of me, no matter what. He supported me and off I went.

Courage Confidence Magical BlessingsThere were moments of mega adjustment; parts of us smashing against an old vibration that had sold its story to the highest bidder. Slowly, we worked through things and began to grow into a much deeper love. So, my love life worked out well.

Other relationships tanked and set sail for destinations unknown. I wished them well and spent much time in nature and reconnecting with me. I discovered, explored and enjoyed me even more.


Some of the things I had held onto with regret disappeared and a bravery pulsed through my veins. I have always had my own style of dress; this time my head held high. I also watched my BeLoved join in with me. Clothes shopping is not something we love; yet, we had so much fun shopping and discovering new styles that we held in our hearts and now stepped out to show the world.

Or when I turned my blonde hair tips lavender. I even went on a job interview with them. I respectfully tucked this in a ponytail during the interview; and was hired. I tackled feats, broke through barriers and discovered an even deeper sensually, sexual goddess.

Go for the Gold

Do you see? You are the golden treasure. You have a map deep within you as to who you are and what you are destined for. Unroll that map, seek your treasure and see the golden nuggets that reside deep within you.

Woot, Woot I am so proud of you!! 

Oodles of Love & Magical Blessings, 



Believe in You Natasha Botkin Magical Blessings

Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling Author and Artist. She uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves. Connect with me Magical Blessings Healing Center


Angels in the Clouds

6 Creative Ways to Express YourSelf

The Divine created us to be creative, and when the Sacral Chakra is fine tuned your creative Self expression easily flows through you.


The definition to create is to bring something into existence.  This is about bringing something forward with a joyful heart. Not everyone takes pleasure in the same creative journey. That’s the beauty of creative expression is the truly unique Self expression that belongs solely to you; this is yours and yours alone.



Letting Go Expectations and Light Energy

Nature’s Light Energy @ Hidreck Dragonshade

We are energy light beings who thrive on energy.  This energy very much brings us expansion. The creative energy surges forth and asks us to create.  It is like your Sacral Chakra lights up and poof your magic begins.


Sexual Energy

A misstep of sexual energy  can occur when the Sacral Chakra is out of tune and misaligned. This can be over the top or none at all. We are created via the Divine for procreation, sensual and sexual energies to bring forth these creations.  However, we also not designed to forgo.  The American culture seems enamored with female breasts; the more the better in most movies.

Other cultures look to the female yoni/womb as the most sensually alluring.  This is the preemptiveness of the creative flow within. Allowing the sexual energy to flow also helps the expressive ways to come forward.  Suppression of sensual/sexual disallows the overall continuance of another.


Energy Express 

Energy can be clouded, convoluted and/or stuck.  It is about an open flow of giving and receiving. Ponder a light bulb, when the conduit is open the energy current flows and there is light. When it is shut off then there is no energy and there is no light- no energy.  Your energy being Self works in the same manner.  When you are in the flow, you are open and allowing to give and receive. When you are not, then your are stuck or blocked from that pattern of the Divine to creatively express yourSelf.


Self expression

Not everyone has the same interests, creative skills or Self Expression.  This is the beauty to use all of your senses: see, hear, smell, taste and touch.  Essentially, this is about Self Expression. What is in you that can come forth if you so choose to allow this?

Since, we all have differences what is created via self expression is a echo of a joyful soul. The most inward, endearing moments.  Not all joy has bells and whistles.  How one chooses to express themselves is part of the evolution of the soul.  Releasing and letting go of that which no longer serves you is part of the creation of giving and receiving.

Not all Self Expression is in the form of Art. This is anything that is brought into existence.

NURTURING Self Expression

Express Self Expression

Express YourSelf
photo credit @Hidreck Dragonshade

The most natural way to nurture yourSelf is through creation.

How often have you thought it must be a certain way or it does not count or why bother?

You are Uniquely, Quirky YOU and you deserve to Express yourSelf in a manner that makes your heart happy.  So, if you enjoy working on cars that brings forth peace to a motor to run smoothly, so be it.  If you enjoy writing from your heart, so be it.  If you enjoy any form of a hobby that brings something into existence and you have a happy heart as a result of this; this is the epitome of Creative Self Expression.

6 Ways of Creative Self Expression

  • Sing or Play an Instrument (even if your are singing along in your car; this is a way for your heart to bring forth your happiness and joy)
  • Write (Journal, write a blog, write a poem or book)
  • Use a Thesaurus (find different ways to say the same thing-Happy: Joy, Delighted, Content)
  • Draw or paint your feelings
  • Dance or move your body (through movement)
  • Role Play (act out, play a game, be someone else for a moment to show or practice expressing your feelings)

These are just a few.

First Creative Self Expression Activity; Make your own list of Creative Self Expression.

Natasha, I would like to learn more about Creative Expression or the Uniquely, Quirky YOU offers @ Magical Blessings.  All Ages are Welcome.

Oodles of Love & Magical Blessings,




Natasha Botkin Magical Blessings Healing CenterNatasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling author and Shiny Gold Star Quest creator.  Natasha uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves.  Connect with me

Stuck in the Muck

What Happens When One Stays Stuck?

What happens when one stays stuck even though they know that it is in their best interest to let go and move on?  It does not matter what this may be.  When something no longer serves you for your highest good, it is like a hamster running and running on its wheel.  Do you ever truly get anywhere?

Letting go instead of staying stuck

There are several things that need to happen and out of fear one may stay even though they are fully aware that it is time to move on.  This could be a relationship, job or eating habit.  You know that you need to cease, move and release it.  Yet, for some reason you may stay stuck in the muck.

What happens or rather why would one stay stuck?

For me personally this was out of ego fear that feed me pure intense lies.  I go more in-depth in the newly launched book “When Egos Feed.” Due to circumstances, I locked myself away from everyone in my own metaphoric tower which is purely irrational.  Yet, the lies that the ego feed kept me trapped, and scared to death to move forward.

What keeps most Stuck?

One giant word: FEAR.  Fear is what keeps people stuck.  We are not dinosaurs in a tar pool.  We can let go, ask for guidance from Source and Spirit or seek professional assistance.  There is no reason to halt your progression.

Releasing and Letting go

What does one need to release or let go of?  Each individual is working on their own personal growth.  So, what is for one, may not be for another.   Sometimes admission is the biggest reason that one stays stuck.

One can create tremendous healing when they are ready to acknowledge that which needs released.  This does not mean that you must have all of the answers.  Quite the opposite; the Divine will provide you with what you seek,  Via Divine Will, the call to action has been placed in motion and a galley of angels are heading to you A.S.A.P.  All you have to do is ask, and then step back.  Spirit will deliver you, the help, wisdom, guidance and solace that you seek.

Please be prepared with no attachments nor expectations.  Trust me when I say, “God is in Charge!”  I am reminded of this often.  wink wink…

Ready set Go

Be prepared to go on a self-discovery.  This could be big, small or huge.  This may even show in a way that appears to be a challenge, and yet when you step back, lessen the anxious worry, you will discover that this is for your best and highest good.

As of recent, I had a mega challenge show up for me.  When, I began to breath, hand more worries and fears over to God is when a massive healing occurred for not only myself; it also was for many others before and after me.  Imagine the relief that occurs with something like that.  I felt this all the way to my soul.  My DNA and cellular level changed; it is incredible to not carry a burden that was not even mine to bear; yet, somehow I took this on.

WOW!!  I feel so much freer!

Cast this to Spirit

It’s almost like taking whatever is troubling you.  Tossing this up in the air and walking away. With the allowance that it will make its way to Source.  You have cast this burden to Source and now get out of the way.  Allow Source to create the most wonderful way for you to become unstuck.

What is I feel that I need assistance? 

That is perfectly alright.  There are many options for you.  In fact, Source will bring these too you. Yes, please help me with one of the Shiny Gold Star Quests, Natasha.

Oodles of Love & Magical Blessings, 



Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling author and Shiny Gold Star Quest creator. As a Dark Heart Teacher, she uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves. Connect with me