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How Showing Your Truth Can Get Ya Blacklisted

Here you are showing the world who you truly are and then all of a sudden you are blacklisted.



How Come?

Seriously, Natasha you have been showing me how to be my true self and this happens.

What gives?

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Sorry, Charlie, but there will be adjustments in your vibrational field. Those who get ya will glow brightly with you; those who do not, won’t; and, if you are truly honest with yourself, they probably never did.

You did nothing wrong. You are being you. Please do not revert backwards to appease others. In truth, several months back I did some major energy work and I was petrified with how my BeLoved would respond. We had a nice long deep discussion, almost like a preclude and I told him I love him very much, but I need to take care of me, no matter what. He supported me and off I went.

Courage Confidence Magical BlessingsThere were moments of mega adjustment; parts of us smashing against an old vibration that had sold its story to the highest bidder. Slowly, we worked through things and began to grow into a much deeper love. So, my love life worked out well.

Other relationships tanked and set sail for destinations unknown. I wished them well and spent much time in nature and reconnecting with me. I discovered, explored and enjoyed me even more.


Some of the things I had held onto with regret disappeared and a bravery pulsed through my veins. I have always had my own style of dress; this time my head held high. I also watched my BeLoved join in with me. Clothes shopping is not something we love; yet, we had so much fun shopping and discovering new styles that we held in our hearts and now stepped out to show the world.

Or when I turned my blonde hair tips lavender. I even went on a job interview with them. I respectfully tucked this in a ponytail during the interview; and was hired. I tackled feats, broke through barriers and discovered an even deeper sensually, sexual goddess.

Go for the Gold

Do you see? You are the golden treasure. You have a map deep within you as to who you are and what you are destined for. Unroll that map, seek your treasure and see the golden nuggets that reside deep within you.

Woot, Woot I am so proud of you!! 

Oodles of Love & Magical Blessings, 



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Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling Author and Artist. She uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves. Connect with me Magical Blessings Healing Center


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Are You Shunning the Girl Within? Part 2

In my previous post Are you Shunning the Girl Within Part 1, I discuss the nasty subject of girl shunning.  However, let’s take examine this at a deeper level.

Ready, set, meet me there…

Shunning You

Inner Girl Power Inner Child Feminine Magical BlessingsYou are a girl; your age does not matter; you have an inner child.

Do you sit with her, play with her, hold any interest in her?

Worst of all do you ignore her or call her names?

If you answered yes to any of these, there is a way to stop the snarky madness.

Moving Through the Pain

For a moment stop and ponder why you ignore or call you names.

Why do you dislike or dishonor yourself?

Who in your life created a way for you to do this?

Now, it is not about the blame game.  This is about getting to the root of it all.  Strong blooms, blossom better with strong roots.  So, we will explore and discover what is uprooting your girl.

Seek and you Shall Find

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You are seeking happiness and solace. There is anxiety, worry or maybe dread. It does not have to be this way.

You will need 20-30 mins for this activity. Please enjoy this in a quiet space and light a while candle.

 Let’s Begin:

Meditation:  For a moment, close your eyes and see you at the age of 6. You are playing hide and seek.  What is the best hiding place to stay hidden?

Journal Time: Open your eyes and write this down.

Meditation: Next, close your eyes again. You are still in this perfect hiding spot. Hold out your hand and speak very softly in a sweet gentle manner. What does your inner girl do or say? Let her speak freely; allow her the freedom to express herself.

Journal Time: Open your eyes and write this down.

Meditation: Close your eyes again, and using a gentle, soft voice ask her what she needs.

Journal Time:  Open your eyes and write this down.

Meditation: Close your eyes, offer to sit with your inner girl.  Do not rush; especially if you have not spoken to her and spent time with her. She may shy and disbelieve you.  Use this meditation and journaling activity as much as you need.

Coming out of Hiding

Let go of all that you “think” you know, and allow your inner girl to connect with you. She will show you things about you, that even you may not remember nor recall. She is on your side, and wants the best for you. You are an incredible team. Grant her permission to be this cheerleader, teacher and guide.

The biggest moment of all.

Ho’oponopono is a powerful ancient Hawaiian Forgiveness Mantra.

Close your eyes and repeat:

I am sorry

Please forgive me

I love you 

Thank You

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Standing Tall with your Inner Girl Power:

  1.  Be Authentic! Be you like no one is watching. Dance, sing, wear that lavender hair.  Seriously, no one cares. “If no one likes what you are creating, just smile at them and tell them to go make their own fucking art.” – Elizabeth Gilbert
  2. Speak to your Inner Girl. Let the conversation keep flowing. Do not stop it. She needs to hear from you directly, fully and completely. Turn off the electronics and spend 15-20 mins a day with her. She is a powerful force deep within you; she is your biggest cheerleader and ally!
  3. Honor & Respect your Inner Girl. If you say to her that you will go for a walk, meditate, paint do it! She will retreat once again, and find it even more difficult to trust you. You deserve self-love and self-care! 
  4. Ask your Inner Girl  for advice. Going to get a mani/pedi, ask her what color or what type of bubble bath, essential oil, colors to paint/color with. She loves that you include her as she is you and you are she. Ask what’s a good idea for dinner. There’s all kinds of way to ask her for advice. 
  5. Support your Inner Girl. Your inner girl is deeply connected with you, so she may be a great siren to signal danger. When she does this, please disallow the ego to override her. Again, she has your best interest at heart. 
  6. Calm the inner anxious storm within. Your inner girl is handy at helping with the anxiety monster that gets out of hand. Ask her to hold you, take your hand and guide you. She will thrive and enjoy caring for you; as she is you and you are she. She is great at calming the woes, doubts and worries.

Now your inner girl is not an excuse. Oops, my inner girl got her freak on or my inner girl made me do it. Do not use her as scapegoat; she will not tolerate that.

A nice example is I wrestled for a year to incorporate pastel purple in my hair. Finally, after peekaboo attempts, I heard my inner girl, say, “Girl, just get over yourself and do it, trust me!” I ordered the pastel purple and very much enjoy the gorgeous lavender locks!! My inner girl was so spot on!

Get your Inner Girl on!  

Rock it Girl! 

You Got this!! 


Yes!  Natasha, I would love to hear my inner girl and shine my inner radiance.

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A Great way to begin the discussion with a young lady or a better understanding for all ages.


Oodles of Love & Magical Blessings, 




Natasha Botkin Magical Blessings Healing CenterNatasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling author, artist and Shiny Gold Star Quest creator.  She uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves.  Connect with me Magical Blessings Healing Center



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What are 3 Things I did to Let Go?

Letting go seems quite surreal, easy and just what is the big deal. What you may not understand is that a belief learned from a pattern or behavior can make quite an avalanche. This can leave you feeling, lost, insecure and confused.

3 ways to Let Go: 

#1 Personal Responsibility:

Have you ever had that moment where you know what you should do, but cannot seem to acknowledge how you are responsible for what occurred?

What if you are anxious or tried this before and it turned out badly.  It can. Been there done that so to speak and yet, if I did not step up and discuss concerns with others, I would be the one giving away the power.  No one should be powerless; you deserve your power. There may be moments where it will not go as planned.  Please review my blog, Expectations.

It is okay.  “It is a mistake and it is not a life sentence.” – Natasha Botkin excerpt from “When Egos Feed.” 

You are a human being and not doing.  You are then taking acceptance in your being with action -acknowledgement is action. This does not mean forget the like it never happened. A major part of letting it go is your ability to acquiesce such.  From there it is taking your onus in it all.

Forgiveness Self Magical Blessings Acceptance Responsibility Acknowledge #2 Self Forgiveness:

Then you are ready to move onto the next step.  Forgiveness is a major part of letting go. Sometimes you hold on to tight to something that no longer serves you.  This is a not a race to the finish line as to who holds the most beliefs.  In fact, it is quite the opposite.

Soul growth is being able to let go and grow.  

Let go, grow into forgiveness.  Forgiveness is not something you are not readily taught.  Or maybe you were taught like so many and that is to say sorry, and yet, you do not have a clue what you are apologizing for. Or worse you say sorry for all the wrong reasons to keep the peace and then do not forgive yourSelf in all of this.

My absolute favorite way to work with forgiveness is with Ho’oponopono. This is the Hawaiian forgiveness mantra.

Insert your who and what into the mantra to forgive and heal a situation and all involved.

I am sorry…

Please forgive me…

I love you…

Thank you…

There is no specific order, If you have heard Ho’oponopono mentioned in a different order. Close your eyes and use this three times.

# 3 Accountability: 

Sometimes, you may need accountability.  There is nothing wrong with that.  We all need a little support from time to time; it is much better to have support than to topple over.

When I am working through something and my small self is distracted, my BeLoved loves to remind me of the song from “Frozen,” and I will hear Let it Go with a massive smirk on his face.

Find your someone who is able to give you that quick “get back on track, please.” 

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You deserve to be authentic from the core of you.

In no way am I suggesting that you forget, rather I am asking you to learn from your mistake, let it go and move on into a more fluid movement and mobility.  You gain nothing from holding on to tightly and wound up.  If you recall a clock that is wound too tight its springs pop and malfunction and/or break. You deserve self-respect and self-admiration.

This also may take a few times to get the hang of, especially if this is a new concept for you.

Be patient and gentle with you! 

You deserve the absolute best!!


Magical Blessings has many different offerings for you to be successful.

These are ageless and timeless ,and I honor all ages.

Connect with me and let’s help you let go and move into the flow of your life.



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Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Soul Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, #1 international bestselling author, artist, Shiny Gold Star Quest. She uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves. Connect with me Magical Blessings