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How Showing Your Truth Can Get Ya Blacklisted

Here you are showing the world who you truly are and then all of a sudden you are blacklisted.



How Come?

Seriously, Natasha you have been showing me how to be my true self and this happens.

What gives?

Thumbs Down

Sorry, Charlie, but there will be adjustments in your vibrational field. Those who get ya will glow brightly with you; those who do not, won’t; and, if you are truly honest with yourself, they probably never did.

You did nothing wrong. You are being you. Please do not revert backwards to appease others. In truth, several months back I did some major energy work and I was petrified with how my BeLoved would respond. We had a nice long deep discussion, almost like a preclude and I told him I love him very much, but I need to take care of me, no matter what. He supported me and off I went.

Courage Confidence Magical BlessingsThere were moments of mega adjustment; parts of us smashing against an old vibration that had sold its story to the highest bidder. Slowly, we worked through things and began to grow into a much deeper love. So, my love life worked out well.

Other relationships tanked and set sail for destinations unknown. I wished them well and spent much time in nature and reconnecting with me. I discovered, explored and enjoyed me even more.


Some of the things I had held onto with regret disappeared and a bravery pulsed through my veins. I have always had my own style of dress; this time my head held high. I also watched my BeLoved join in with me. Clothes shopping is not something we love; yet, we had so much fun shopping and discovering new styles that we held in our hearts and now stepped out to show the world.

Or when I turned my blonde hair tips lavender. I even went on a job interview with them. I respectfully tucked this in a ponytail during the interview; and was hired. I tackled feats, broke through barriers and discovered an even deeper sensually, sexual goddess.

Go for the Gold

Do you see? You are the golden treasure. You have a map deep within you as to who you are and what you are destined for. Unroll that map, seek your treasure and see the golden nuggets that reside deep within you.

Woot, Woot I am so proud of you!! 

Oodles of Love & Magical Blessings, 



Believe in You Natasha Botkin Magical Blessings

Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling Author and Artist. She uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves. Connect with me Magical Blessings Healing Center


Stuck in the Muck

What Happens When One Stays Stuck?

What happens when one stays stuck even though they know that it is in their best interest to let go and move on?  It does not matter what this may be.  When something no longer serves you for your highest good, it is like a hamster running and running on its wheel.  Do you ever truly get anywhere?

Letting go instead of staying stuck

There are several things that need to happen and out of fear one may stay even though they are fully aware that it is time to move on.  This could be a relationship, job or eating habit.  You know that you need to cease, move and release it.  Yet, for some reason you may stay stuck in the muck.

What happens or rather why would one stay stuck?

For me personally this was out of ego fear that feed me pure intense lies.  I go more in-depth in the newly launched book “When Egos Feed.” Due to circumstances, I locked myself away from everyone in my own metaphoric tower which is purely irrational.  Yet, the lies that the ego feed kept me trapped, and scared to death to move forward.

What keeps most Stuck?

One giant word: FEAR.  Fear is what keeps people stuck.  We are not dinosaurs in a tar pool.  We can let go, ask for guidance from Source and Spirit or seek professional assistance.  There is no reason to halt your progression.

Releasing and Letting go

What does one need to release or let go of?  Each individual is working on their own personal growth.  So, what is for one, may not be for another.   Sometimes admission is the biggest reason that one stays stuck.

One can create tremendous healing when they are ready to acknowledge that which needs released.  This does not mean that you must have all of the answers.  Quite the opposite; the Divine will provide you with what you seek,  Via Divine Will, the call to action has been placed in motion and a galley of angels are heading to you A.S.A.P.  All you have to do is ask, and then step back.  Spirit will deliver you, the help, wisdom, guidance and solace that you seek.

Please be prepared with no attachments nor expectations.  Trust me when I say, “God is in Charge!”  I am reminded of this often.  wink wink…

Ready set Go

Be prepared to go on a self-discovery.  This could be big, small or huge.  This may even show in a way that appears to be a challenge, and yet when you step back, lessen the anxious worry, you will discover that this is for your best and highest good.

As of recent, I had a mega challenge show up for me.  When, I began to breath, hand more worries and fears over to God is when a massive healing occurred for not only myself; it also was for many others before and after me.  Imagine the relief that occurs with something like that.  I felt this all the way to my soul.  My DNA and cellular level changed; it is incredible to not carry a burden that was not even mine to bear; yet, somehow I took this on.

WOW!!  I feel so much freer!

Cast this to Spirit

It’s almost like taking whatever is troubling you.  Tossing this up in the air and walking away. With the allowance that it will make its way to Source.  You have cast this burden to Source and now get out of the way.  Allow Source to create the most wonderful way for you to become unstuck.

What is I feel that I need assistance? 

That is perfectly alright.  There are many options for you.  In fact, Source will bring these too you. Yes, please help me with one of the Shiny Gold Star Quests, Natasha.

Oodles of Love & Magical Blessings, 



Natasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Intuitive Behavioral Energy Healer, is a #1 international bestselling author and Shiny Gold Star Quest creator. As a Dark Heart Teacher, she uses healing soul psychology energies when working with youth and adults by releasing patterns & blocks to help them empower themselves. Connect with me

Why It’s Best to Believe in You

image believe in you Why it’s best to believe in you.

First, there is no one like you.  No matter how you look at it; you are the best you, and no one else does you best.

Believe it or not, you are the best version of you.  Without you being you, then the world loses out on the wonderfulness that you exude.  Once upon a time, I forgot the essence of who I truly am.  When I did that, all that I offer and bring to this world was lost.  The other day, I walked into the grocery store and immediately everyone near me began to smile.  I was at a loss as to the why I was there for a simple item; after seeing this, I knew it was divinely so much more.  It was not the item; it was what was stated next by a dear woman, “My dear you glow like a radiant light.”  

So, I aim at being the best me that I can be.  You can as well; it is so easy to be you!  

Sounds contrite, and alas it is not.  Take for a moment and ponder  the movie “It’s  a Wonderful Life.”  You may not even be aware of what you bring to this thing called life.  I have had others begin to remind me of who I am and why I am here.  I am here to shine and radiate divine loving light.  It is the essence of who I am in.  As my BeLoved recently stated, “Just Be You!”

Best to Believe in You!! 

It’s not a gimmick and not easier said than done.  If I listened to others who tried to change me, I would have lost the most preciousness and that is ME!   You, too are also super precious- a special flower of the most divine kind.

Ways to help believe in you: 

  1. Do the inner work.  Yes it is necessary.  Once I went deep within and faced the fear and inner demons, the most magical blessings came forward.  My life literally shifted into a magical being.
  2. Get out there and be you.  Do not hide.  Step out of the shadows; even if you show up with shakes, still show up; let your voice quiver, and yet, still show up.
  3. Love yourself.  Even those pieces that you dislike; love all of you.  You are not a mistake; God made you in the creation of him; his miraculous creation.  Darling, you are that miracle!!
  4. Be mindful and gentle with how you speak to yourself.  What would happen if you taped what you say to you; pretend for a moment that you are being recorded what will this reveal?
  5. Accept that we all make mistakes.  It is okay, it is not  the end of the world.  I’ve made some mega mistakes and once I was able to forgive me, I was able to heal, and it was not even close to what the negative chatter bantered.
  6. Forgive you.  You will make mistakes,  Get back up, brush yourself off and keep going.
  7. Trust you.  If you cannot trust you, who can you trust?
  8. It’s okay to not have all of the answers.  That is part of this growth in this thing we call life.
  9. Repeat as often as necessary.

Most importantly Believe in You!  

You are the Best You!

Much Love, Much Light and Magical Blessings, 



Natasha Publicty PhotoNatasha Botkin, Master Teacher & Energy Intuitive Healer and #1 International Best Selling Author and creator of Reclaiming Your Power, Empower Your Words and Heart Meditative Writing. Gifted with the divine wisdom of guiding one transforming heart and soul with passion, creative play and healing energies.  Natasha works closely with  Youth & Adults  by using all the elements (Fire, Water, Air, Earth, Spirit) from a multi-dimensional healing of energies releasing patterns and blocks by helping one to shine their light and empower them.  Connect with me